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I feel that death is better then living and having to face all this nonsense.. Friday, February 15, 2008
She has a problem somewhere in her head.She has absolutely no idea why the hell is she emoing when she supposed to be happy.
She has friends to laugh and joke around with her.
She has him to talk to and stay together with.
She has family and a home to go to.
She has so many things,
People will say that she is fortunate, but unfortunatle that is not the case.
She is currently emo-ing deep inside her heart.
She have no idea how to tell others.
She does not kno what to do and hopes someone can help her.
She is so not suffering from depression.
She has parents that scold her for most of the things she does.
She has a brother that she love but can't stand.
She has so many friends but none is super close to her that she will confide everything in.
She is confiding bits and pieces of her life in different people.
She has the 'Once bitten, Twice shy" syndrome.
She is really scared that people will betray her feelings again, though she knows perfectly well that it will not happen with all her current friends.
However, she can't help but feel that way.
She as she thinks, is going nuts.
She can't do anything right.
She is having stress from exams till she even forgot to bring the 2-pin plug she borrowed from Jehanne back home.
She is really facin some problems with communiations too.
She can't get the jokes tat hr friends said too.
She crack some super lame jokes that no one understand.
She is obviously insane.
She just hopes that she will be worse after the surgery so that she can emo at home in bed.
In this way, she is able to go razy alone and end up killing herself.
Sometimes, that is what she is feeling.
She likes emo songs.
She likes the thought of death.
She is crazy.
She is definitely out of her mind.
All she wants is just to be by his side and emo.
She thinks she is emo-ish.
She will mug till she don't recognise anyone anymore.
She will mug and then, she will just give up on life and die.
She will just rot on the floor.
She will just decompose and fade into nothing.
Feeling the need to de-stress desperately; 5:42 AM;Y